sad song

I saw some guys talking there,
And I only wanted you to be here,
Counting down the minutes to go home,

something was wrong
I tried to made up my mind.
Just to think for a while.
My clock called me at 18:45
It sounded like heaven.
I run throug the door
Just to hit my head on the floor.

Trying to understand why
i was leaving without saing goodbye.
Crying, shouting, dying, feeling alone 

Trying to be what I'm not
I didn't imagine this could happened to me again
But I realized I'm still afraid
Love, you are making me crazy!
And a little bit lazier
I'm just having those days
That I have to pay
For everything I did
For everything I am
Nothing would make me see
The best things I lost from me